Apparently A Bitch

Well my life has gone to hell once again, hence the fact I barely blog.

Apparently I'm a grumpy bitch and no one like to be around me because of it. I never realized I was a bitch. This is new. Also never thought of myself as grumpy.

Am I really that bad of a person??

I know I have my moments but doesn't everyone? I guess I'm just worse than everyone else.

So now I have lost the majority of my friends, most people hate me, and I'm a complete loser. Sounds like a wonderful life right? Ya… not so much but there is nothing I can do.

I have started talking to this boy, we will call him Clyde. He is not necessarily the best boy for me to like but I can't help it. He's the "bad boy".  I feel like every girl has that one guy, that one temptation that they know they can't have.

Why do I call him Clyde? Because he's like my Clyde in the Bonnie and Clyde duo, except without the   stealing and the killing.

He's not all bad though. He does have a good side. He is trying to get my self- esteem up, which I desperately need. He's being a friend when I needed one and I am doing the same for him.
I don't think that abandoning someone when they most need it is the right thing, do you?

I'm just lonely and it sucks…

Is it too much to ask for a happy ending?

TTFN
Alice