Well life sucks once again. It always seems to get better for a small period of time and then suck more than it did before. But it always happens to me. You would think I would be used to it by now but I'm not. It's never easy being in fights with friend or even losing a friend for that matter.
I always wonder what is wrong with me? Why can't I ever stay friends with anyone? Am I that horrible? And honestly I have no idea. Whenever someone is mad at me they never tell me.
It's reasons like this that I love theatre. I can escape this terrible world we live in, all the bullies, the terrifying nightmare that I live, and be someone totally different from myself. It's amazing that there is somewhere I can do that.
Maybe that's why it's been harder than normal this time around, because I'm not in a show.
This blog is probably horribly written and I apologize but I had to get my thoughts out.
But as of right now right quote is life sucks and them you die and this is because that is how I feel. I just want a friend. Is that too much to ask? Apparently it is but there is nothing I can do about it. Sorry for the depressing post.
TTFN
Alice
P.s. in my next blog I will talk about my summer for this year!
No comments:
Post a Comment